One of those Nights

"And there it was: setting, conflict, climax, and resolution. As silly as it seemed, it met the requirements of the heart and it matched the facts of reality"- Don Miller -

The irony of life....
So many thoughts running through my head now
They're like a carousel that never stops
Torturing and exciting me
My ever changing heart gives way to frustration
And the desire to please twists around
Many options and only one choice
The controversy and opinions
The fulfillment and the risk
...The right thing to do...
As fear melts away
Doubts crawl in
And the questions come back
Bringing me right back to the start

Maybe there's not supposed to be an explanation....

After a long lost dream comes back as reality, the reaction is both surprising and devastating. You stand in front of a division, and your heart feels, well, divided. You've changed and so has the world, but one thing remains the same....the only Constant Aspect of your life....and so you wonder, is it just the right time for this? Or is this a new opportunity? Is this a second chance? Or is this a new perspective? Time flies, and so you must choose....it is not to be taken lightly. You live and learn, but what is the margin for experiments?

Everything is going to be ok......