My skin is the only thing holding me together
And the unknown is what keeps me here
My thoughts kill my soul and my intellect kills my imagination
Trapped in a world I don't love, forcing myself to like
Can't help but feel, wishing that I didn't
Looking for a way out. The need to be alone
To be held and cry.
To open up and discover what it is that my soul needs to express
Don't have a reason to feel like this, but I'm full of doubts
Experiencing what I always wanted. Scared that it'll stop there
I hate to be me and feel like this
I need something new. I dont know what it is
But I'm stuck.
When my words fail, my tears back them up
Words are meaningless but actions are shallow
I need reality
I can't live in this fake world where others make up who I am
Finding the journey from my head to my heart
But my veins are bleeding and I've lost my way
Can't do this on my own
Don't want to be independent
A page of nothingness on it, yet everything is here
